I don't feel, and it feels great.

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 11:46:50 GMT

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 11:29:02 GMT

With deeper reflection, I might just write an eloquent letter, expressing my feelings. This incoherent rambling is leading nowhere, and I want to be sincere and warm, not confused and jaded.

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 23:43:29 GMT

Journal HOPPIN'. Sup.

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 06:12:27 GMT

November 24, 2004

"Another thing I love is when people I have never spoken to love to hate me. And when I try to handle the situation maturely by confronting the individual personally, they avoid it. But I love when people, maybe they think I'm completely stupid or perhaps they do it to hurt me like the sadistic fuckers they are, I'm aware that they use secret, harsh nicknames for me to publicly slander me on the internet, which in case you weren't aware, is a crime. Believe me, the puerile tactics you all use when posting in your livejournals become very old after awhile and less offensive too. I look at you and think you're pathetic because you all are 2 or more years older than I am, yet you feel the need to constantly patronize me, but OH not to my face, but on the internet and amongst your friends whom i don't know. OH and it's really cool to do that too when I have no idea whom you are, or I have never ever spoken a word to you. You probably dislike me because of rumors you have heard, well, perhaps you should get to know someone before you judge them. It shocks me to see you all have graduated high school, GRADUATED, hence emphasizing the word GRADUATED, yet you all gossip about kids years younger than you who will not matter to you, or at least should not, after you graduate. Seriously. You've graduated high school, now leave me alone. You're out of high school, yet you're still in it because I see some of you on the campus and think how pathetic. And yet I see some of you STILL writing rude entries about me and I think how pathetic. Get over yourselves. Do you honestly believe that putting some one else down will make you better?"

Good to see some things don't change! :D

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 02:50:46 GMT

First I lived in a box that is called the shitty berkeley dorms, then I lived in a house with really cool people who were great chefs but in squalid housing, then I lived in an apartment with my own bedroom but the apartment itself is half the size of...like...a master bedroom...it's a tiny, tiny box

This fall...
I live in a beautiful 4 bedroom, 2 story apartment with a nice balcony!!!!
And with people I LOVE!!!!!!!

Ohhhh so excited.
The only reason why I am NOT thrilled is that my favorite person, Megan, is not joining me in this apartment due to very bad planning, not on my part. UGH. That situation makes me angry.

Just stoked.

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 23:43:16 GMT

Get over me! I'm boring!

Why does my internet take me to someone else's page when I type in livejournal.com? It does this automatically. Peculiar.

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 06:14:39 GMT

Cheers to having midterms for the last three weeks and particularly this week (during which I've had three in twenty-four hours)! Cheers to working every night until 9 p.m. and having to struggle to study for these midterms before my 8 a.m. class! Cheers to going on four hours of sleep! Cheers to finishing midterms and immediately going to work with an attorney to settle wage claims until 9 or 10 p.m.! Cheers to having 400 pages of reading to do this weekend! Cheers to writing a mini paper and discussion questions this weekend! Cheers to the approaching spring break that will be filled with reading and writing a huge paper!
And above all, cheers to bombing one of my midterms because I was too busy...guess what...studying for the fucking other 4!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 01:11:16 GMT

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.

Japanese Gum

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 00:42:48 GMT

IT'S FUCKING GIRL SCOUT COOKIE SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I can smell my vagina.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 04:20:34 GMT

"The end never really justifies the meanness."

I wholeheartedly agree!

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 04:05:16 GMT

I bought Silly Putty, and I can't stop playing with it.

I hate bad grammar, even when it is in Spanish.

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 06:11:11 GMT

"Lately, I've been so good at vanishing."

Talk about obliterating the past!

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:20:40 GMT

About 20 down, 1 more to go.
Then I can sleep at night.

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 20:39:29 GMT

I would hit Megan Fox so hard.

Dear Kelli,

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 04:29:36 GMT

So that was dancing in front of me at the Marilyn Manson concert last night, with her metal hands \m/ strong.

Marilyn Manson did not play "This is the New Shit" or "Reflecting God." He also did not play, much to less dismay than the other two songs, his covers of "Personal Jesus" and "Tainted Love."
:(! Oh well, I'll just have to see him AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.

The rain needs to go bye-bye, so I can finally look (and feel) like a woman again.

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:27:45 GMT

THE PHOTOOOOOOOOOOOO

the oil pastel

oil pastel

PHOTOOOOOOO

the sketch

weeeeeeeeeee

paintingggggggggg

black and white negative space painting of CLOWN MARTI. I made her look clownish; she's not a clown.

This is me without bones. Just a lump of flesh. 2005.

andy warhol wannabe.

ME AND SKETCH

simba from lion king costume

ME in simba from lion king costume

friends only

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 07:24:53 GMT

new journal.
so if you want to be a friend, my new journal is VERY easy to find
but if you can't seem to find it, i'd love to be friends
email me: youwritesuchprettywords@hotmail.com and i'll tell you my new journal